Don't cross that line! Or were lines made to be crossed?

New relationships are fun. They are exciting and interesting especially when you are coming off a slump (read: kissed your fair share of frogs).

But there always comes that moment when your new beaux gets busy or life happens and you find yourself spending more time apart and missing the shit out of someone who you haven't known very long. You might feel stupid or insecure or jealous when all of a sudden he's not around like he used to be.

It's these moments when I tend to go negative in my mind. Starting to wonder what's going on? What's he doing? Is he missing me? I don't know! And that not knowing is giving me major anxiety.

What does this mean? Does it mean that you are codependenent? Can't live without the attention? Are you weak minded? Impressionable? Gullible? Naive?

Or does it mean that you are simply just really excited and hopeful that you are finally getting what you deserve.

I could bemoan this point but I'm not.going to. For once I'm really happy, I feel supported,  I am getting my emotional needs meet and I am fucking happy about it.

So yeah, it's new. It's fun. It's exciting.And I miss him like crazy tonight.  That's all...